losing control

Its best to have good support system. one which they will straight tell it off to your face.


I'm grateful for that.


We ... want ... to ... get ... a ... grip ... of ... ourself ... so ... that ... we ... don't ... act ... stupidly ...


Sometimes they do this for the best of us. So we don't destroy ourselves.


They've seen us inflicted with pain, one too many times. Again and again, we do it. For we are, suckers for pain. S&M s. *whips*


"Nurol Latif doesn't know the meaning of the word 'enough.'"

*whips*


"Nurol goes out of her way to share, care and be fair".

*whips*


My support system is drawing me a line.

Its not because I can't act or think on my own.


"Nurol is one of the most decisive people on the face of the planet. she absolutely, definitely knows what she wants but she only knows it from one second to the next. To the untrained eye this appears to be an inconsistency. What they fail to see are the countless nanoseconds during which Nurol's sense of purpose is solid as a rock."


But sometimes, within those nanoseconds, I can be pretty pretty destructively stupid.